isn’t there any way you could work things out with your friend? i know it might be hard but wouldn’t it be worth of a try? talk to your girlfriend, talk to your mother. you’re just putting yourself down, there’s no possible way that nobody would like you and besides, you weren’t born to please everyone so fuck what they think, alright?
you don’t need to be afraid of telling because if he loves you, he wouldn’t make judgments and he would do anything to help you.
you can talk to always talk to a friend or call the hotlines. you don’t have to be perfect just be you and it’s good enough
you might not want it but you need it and the sooner you realize that the better. there is always hope and it’s never too late.
it’s not pointless. you are loved, you are important and you are worthy. never forget that, ok? you have a place in this world so don’t give up, talk to someone. Help is always available if you only reach out for it, remember that. don’t make a permanent decision to your temporary emotion.